eh. mellow.

today was a nice day. i got up [tired as hell] and went to interior design. im beginning to hate that class. i like the content, but the teachers are bitches. well after that was over, i went to the student center to get some lunch. i ate and then took my happy little butt to starbucks. i got myself a vanilla bean frappicino and it was VERY good. then i sat myself down in the comfy chairs that they have there, and read some of my book and chilled. it made me feel good. and i dont know why. i was just sittin and reading and listenin to the music. hmm. maybe i should do that more often. it was nice. i called my sis and talked to her for a little bit. and dad. talked to him for a minute or two. tried marshall and aj. no answer for both. heh. then i met david in the food court and sat with him while he ate lunch. then we walked back. now im here in the room. listenin to some ben folds. and gavin degraw. and jack johnson. and john mayer. and all those chill kinda guys that play chill kinda music. i like it this way. im actually not sad to be alone today. so thats always a big step. im about to start on my english paper. yucky.

i talked to marshall several times last night. and i like it that way. we talked about alot of stuff that had nothing to do with nothing. but there was some good things too. we were cool with eachother. and it made me feel good about everything. i dont think we are getting back together anytime soon. maybe never. but for now-im gonna play it by ear. he says that we still can hang out and talk. so thats good. i talked to him for like an hour, then like 30 minutes, then like 45 minutes. all about life. but nothing in particular. sigh. i liked it.
we laughed together, and made fun of eachother, and helped eachother out with problems in life, and most of all--smiled. well i know i smiled. hopefully things will get better...and i have faith.

didnt get to go to church yesterday. camden didnt go, and emily was at eastern. so i didnt wanna go alone. ya know..im going next week.

"tap on my window. knock on my door. i wanna make you feel beautiful." thats whats on right now. i like this song.
she wiiiiiiiiilll be looooooooooved...

later gators.